A Sad Goodbye

Poem I made ages ago...

A Sad Goodbye

I used to have a sad, pathetic and boring life,
Then I met you,
In a small span of time you made my life so exciting,
challenging and breathtaking,
But I never thought that it could also cause me pain, despair and agony,
I never thought that It could also make me cry, weak and depress,
And it did, It hurts!
It hurts more than you imagine,
You hurt me unknowingly,
You made me feel so low and upset,
Seeing you before makes my day,
But today, seeing you makes my day a disaster,
Because it will just remind me of how painful it is to love someone so much and watching him loving somebody else,
Do you know how it hurts every time I see you with her?
Doing the things I wish we'll do together,
Both of you laughing and giggling together,fooling around and joking to each other,sharing the joys and happiness you feel to each other,Seeing the twinkle of your eyes when you're with her made me jealous,
Why am I feeling this?
I guess it's because I'm just really crazy over you,
Do you know how much I love you?
I guess not,
And It's not important anymore, because what I feel won't matter anyway,
You already have her,
You already have your special someone,
And she loves you too, as much as you love her,
So I guess all I need to do is to let go,
To let go of the person whom I love and crazy about,
Because as what they say, love is all about sacrifice,
So here I am, trying to move on,
Sacrificing my love for your own happiness,
I hope she'll love you more than I do,
I hope she will make you happy and in love always
So goodbye now,goodbye to the memories, to the excitements, and to the breath-taking moments,
Time to face the real world now,
Time to feel the hurt and pain that the reality brings.