I don't want to be your friend no more

Poem made years ago

I don't want to be your friend no more

I don't want to be your friend no more
I used to adore you for being a really great friend,
for being so kind, thoughtful and nice,
for being cheerful and bright,
but one day, It just changed
I know you didn't mean to do it,
but you just didn't hurt me, you made me feel so bad,
I feel so insecure and sad,
It feels like you took my happiness away,
You took the person I really like,
The person who I thought could me mine,
But it couldn't be, since he's yours and your his girl,
And I know that as your friend, I should be happy for both of you,
I tried, I really tried,
but I can't,
Coz It still hurts, It hurts so bad,
I'm sorry though,
I'm sorry for feeling this way,
For being so pathetic,
I want to hate you because
That guy made me feel this pain,
But I can't coz this is all my fault,
My heart's fault,
I can't hate you that's why I hate myself ,
I hate myself because, In the first place,
Why did I told you that I like him,
That I want him so bad, that I want him to be mine,
But I didn't know that you and him will one day be friends,
I didn't know that you will love each other,
I didn't know that you will like him too,
But you know what hurts so bad?
It's the the fact that I used to tell you how much he means to me,
That I like him so much,
That I want to be with him,
And now,
All my dreams happened to you,
You became his girl
You're his world,
Your he's everything,
And I'm just some girl who used to be her girlfriend's friend
that turned out to be "a girl that I once new",
But you know what?
I think it's better if we don't see each other for a while,
Because by doing that, maybe,
Just maybe, we can fix and re-build our once was sweet and great friendship.
So, goodbye for now my friend,
And see you soon.